its time for you to choose

i hate nights like these. up wide awake. so anxious for no reason. you want to do something anything everything but dont/cant. i want to go driving. i cant wait to get my license. im going to go driving for no reason. i cant wait to get the mini running. took off the trunk lid today. i was gonna take gas tank out but didnt know how to disconnect hose ad i didnt want to cut it. ive been sleepy lately. for no reason. i cant wait to drive. i want to get to know more people. i dont like how we hang out with the same people everyday even though there are clear problems and dislikes within our "group". samanthas birthday is coming up. big 16. i hope she enjoys it. need to get her a present. hopefully tomorrow my dad and i can take the engine block up to the shop. there is so much rust all over that car. idk if we will ever get it running. i hella like brand new and bright eyes. california exit exam tomorrow again. math portion. i hate how you can hella dislike someone you dont even know. they could be your best friend if you got to know them. oh well. who cares. gonna "go to sleep"